Yeah. Thought it wasn't going to happen. y'know. it's just the three of us (which I guess goes to prove it's character based, not people based?) and i know it's me, and my issue, and my problem. It totally is. always has been. i know this. mentally, i know this. but emotions often don't listen to intellect. I know there's nothing wrong with it. I know it's just part of a game. So, wtf is my problem? fucked if I know.
probably doesn't help i'm PMSing and moodswinging anyway.
also probably doesn't help that i didn't get to sleep 'til 2, or close to it, and was up at 5:30. 'cause I totally rock like that.
so, i've been on the verge of tears all morning (totally blame moodswing on that one) and cried a lot last night ('least it didn't give me a headache this time?) and ... i don't know.
laff. i had to stop tracking the thread. :;whens at pathetic:; man. there was only one other thread I had to stop tracking. i never went back and read it, either. ::snerk:: I came across it once, and skipped over it. ::muses:: i could totally delete it, now...
anyway. i should do the work thing. and try to stop sucking at life.